.

what is life?
i know we get to live it once.
wad is death?
its when life is taken away.

simple explanations for vast things. i learnt that life is unpredictable, juz last sunday i was sitting in my grandpas ward talking to him and monday he gets neumonia and gets sent back to ICU and now theres a 50% chance he might ahem.

wad matters to me is how u treat a person when he or she is alive and not mourn after his or her death. if u know u have done ur part in making that persons life fuller and happier, dun be sad.
everyone has to die. nothing is permanent. i will die. u will die. its part and parcel of life.

but does that mean we should not mourn or cry? of coz not. we do. because we care. because we love. because we respect. because we have grown close. because of the bond.

now all i wish is for my grandfather to recover, beat the odds and walk out the dreaded hospital a healthy man. in the name of god, i pray.

only time will tell.....


Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton.

i havent posted in a very very long time, i know. this aint gonna be a long post anyways.
past few days been going back to school for lessons during the holiday. boring. but its to help us cope next year which aint a bad thing.
i failed my amaths, gotta type a letter for yeo to continue that subject, gonna do it later, write it out would look like it has more sincerity ba.

been watching family guy too, funny but cant beat southpark. southpark rox.
notice my sentences are short, i dun bother for long sentences anyway since no ones gonna read this shit anyway.

also been playing magic wif alfred. his deck is damn cheap and is filled with type one cards. seriously, his deck is smelly. danny cha is a great teacher. another 4 more days of misery and my holiday starts. going to malaysia again and gonna have a 3e5 chalet. how cool is that???
loads of ppl are staying over man. wicked..

oh and sk juz bought his specs for like .. SEVEN HUNDRED AND TWELVE DOLLASRS. WTF. u maggot thats my years saving..... __

today played bball after sch but it wasnt serious play anyways. too crowded for half court neways.

went to mac to eat. i now sick of fast food. ate bk on mon tues. today eat mac. wow. dun tell me tml eat kfc fri eat LJS. lol. wadever.

i miss my lap top, cant use it, gots a virus. cant play my games, i feel f*cking bored. my brothers not intending to reformat it as he doesnt have the disc and the company only operates on weekdays and during weekdays my brother is in camp. (army, duh)

been listening to alot of songs. blink 182, my all time fav. metallica, new time fav (influence of jj) and some other songs. cool and old but still fresh and nice.

tml can go eat good food coz its my mums bday. woots, black pepper crayfish here i come. fri aint gonna play badminton, i tink it will pass as normal. monday got free period as SS is cancelled. woopee and tuesday mdm yeo cancelling her class as she gotta do sth else. maybe she gonna bu chang a lesson on another day.

this place was nv the same again
after u came and went
how can u say u din mean anything different
to anyone standing alone on the street wif a cigarette
on the first night we met

look to the past and rmb a smile
and maybe tonight i can breathe for awhile
i'm not in the seat
i think i'm falling asleep
but all that it means is i'll always be dreaming of u...

- Feeling This -


- JeRome, November Rain`