but you've already lost.. when u only had barely enough of her to hang on..

hey all! i figured i better start a post to prevent my blog from getting severe cancer and dying..

this week outta be fun. chalet from tmr-thurs. MM FO camp from fri-sun... time to be a panda boy.

firstly i'd like to say a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, THANKS. i appreciate it. rest assured i will remember yours too. to the few who kinda dissapointed me, its okay, i shall act as though u didnt know/too busy. (:

special thanks to harn for the jackdaniels, aries for the guitar tuner, my mum for a new wallet, jason, boss and alfone for the shoe bag, shuwei, roge and chew for the birthday mug and weiyu for his taiwan thing. LOL THiNG SIOL.

today, had breakfast with my parents before they fetched me over to CCK stadium for the soccer match, end up. BOOK WRONG. den say go dunno wad psch so me le, bryan and le's friend took cab. end up uncle also dunno how to go, he let us down at cck and ask us pay $2.. SCAMMED. fuck. den later change to kranji sec.. went.. played.. lost. 3-1. match havent over heavy downpour.. last goal, totally my fault.. i think i played like shit, considering i havent played field in a long time.. nvm maybe got next time.. super dirty but went to lot1 for lunch and back home.

ytd, went to meet the MM ppl at SP for the camp prep.. played those dumb camp stuff.. den i left at 430 to go my grandma hse.. went there, went to cycle at pasir ris park with daphne.. den had dinner, grandma's mee siam rocks.. did sai kang and feed ethan his dinner, an extremely difficult task.

the rest of the week is abit blurrish.. remember having my birthday with my family at monghim on my birthday, lots of GLM and pool. JAMMING. cutting my hair, some mahjong and RAIN RAIN RAIN.

so thats about it. holidays ending soon. its been way to long.. btw those in SP, do come and register for Investigating Social Thoughts and Behaviour as your GEM and have me as your classmate. (:

-RomE
i've got a barrel full of arrows
wheres my target?

eigghhteeeeeeeeeeeeen!!! (:

yesterday, i resolved to stop gambling this year and to keep my bets under $1. (mahjong excluded)

why? because i happily threw away 50 dollars and i realise that 50 dollars aint easy to earn. it's both me and my parent's money that im wasting so.. there ya go.. i aint gambling anymore this year. (cept for the tiles)

jio-ed the jc peeps out for dinner coz i havent met them in a long time alr.. and was pleasantly surprised that they got me birthday presents! a big THANK YOU! i am touched.

18 when the clock strikes twelve. its time to shelve some responsibility, be more matured and try to take control of my vices.

no more sneaking into M18 movies, no more sneaking into Singapore Pools, no more sneaking Alcohol from 7-11.

no more 17. no longer a kid.

on my birthday this year i have one wish. but i aint gonna tell you. HA!

-RomE
its not everyday a god turns 18.

dota nicks, mean people and sessions of imba-ness

in case anyone saw what alfred post in his blog about what i said. i did not.

u can msn me for the REAL screenie anyhows.

he del-ed it le but since im already here might as well type. just in case.

EMO-REJ <-- thank god im no longer emo.

im almighty.

happy birthday nat!

-RomE

be my escape!

since i've some free time now i figured i probably should start blogging.. before i forget everything.. and coz i got some photos too.. lol..

lets see, yesterday.. woke up at 1pm, skipped breakfast and watched my one-piece till evening where i went to my grandma hse.. she cooked all the food i really liked! den after the great dinner celebrated my birthday.. 12 days in advance!! HAHAHA! coz i visit fortnightly and they din wanna celebrate late... so yea.. aunt julie din manage to buy a durian cake =( but she made up by buying a chocolate one and durian puffs from GWP hotel.. HAHA!

i am one happy guy.

friday, woke up early to go meet fred and ant to go roger hse for mahjong. as usual ant late and cab there, roger's sis is v kp, me and fred buay tahan. and i zha-hu-ed which ensured an empty wallet.. lost 22.. my nig roger also lost.. den roger went to meet smurF while we 3 went to beautyworld for lunch with quan they all.. decided to go jamming! coz all our members at there.. while chen decide to go study and nicky decided to be his good boyfriend.. so we 6 walked to the studio.. nb no space have to wait till 6.. sua ba! so we went to nicky condo study room.. super bored until i took out my MAGICAL CARDS.

nat suggested daidee and loser drink half a bottle of water.. end up drink until... buay tahan really need to go toilet.. den say ARR PLAY LAST. loser drink entire bottle plus cant go toilet for 10 minutes... I SAY ON ARR!!

i lost. fuck it.

the 10 minutes of waiting was hell, seriously, SUAY-ed!!! after 10 antagonizing mins chionged to the toilet.

THEY PUSHED AGAINST THE DOOR!! U BITCHES!!

ran all the way to the swimming pool toilet.. phewww..

went back, played banluck.. LOST ANOTHER LIKE 30!! WTFUCK!! unlucky indeed!! den went to eat MASALA chicken and 176-ed home.

played dota, first round.. stupid nicky afk end up 4v5 and lost.. hl zhao-ed.. fred and nicky came back.. den 2nd round, lost due to my feeding.. CANNOT!! WE MUST WIN!! third round, lost due to their maphack abusing.. brian kicked all of them.. NO WIN NO SLEEP. fourth round, fucking tired.. we FINALLY WON!!! thats why i slept at 4+am..

WINNING DOTA TEAM: ME BRIAN FRED NICKY JUSTIN. WHOOOOO!

finally i broke my unlucky streak!!

thurs, i cant rmb much, oh ya it rained and i slept like a pig and i watched requiem for a dream too! it wasnt bad.

weds, met for FX and pool with ant and quan. den went to brian's condo just to see his cute doggie skye.. its smelly though. =/ fred came and lost 25 bucks to ant in blackjack. went to quan's condo gym and trained and finally justin joined us for dinner at al azhar for maggi mee goreng.. and all the while we were tempting fred with his 25 bucks to be the chalet treasurer.

ant: if u be the treasurer u can take back ur 25 bucks! *rome waves money in his face*
fred is probably like dying to take back but he controlled himself.. LOL!! see his strained face!

tues slept half the day away due and went to meet quan chen fred and justin for dinner at wm.. me and chen decided to buy liverpool win roma D-A. 1 pay 7.4. guess what..

WE WON. THIRTY SEVEN BUCKS EACH. yay-ness.

mon, went all the way to holland v to discuss chalet with ant quan and ozy.. ate swensens for lunch and went to starbucks.. den justin and nicky came.. and we played.. poker.. LOL.. justin lost imba alot of money!! but in the end he won it all back.. went to eat GLM for dinner..

after dinner went home to change and den dad zhai-ed me go ozy hse for overnight mahjong.. this time i won.. forgot how much.. slept at 7am.. freakishly tired..

well, thats how my week went..

and for the first time ever i am going to present.. the latest sport in the league..

RQ BALL

and the RQ MACHINE. (with chen as our model)

as to how it is played, u can consult me if you see me. its a great game.

i forgot to mention throughout the week my skin has been peeeling... coz of last sat's noon soccer under the hot sun.. i took a photo of myself in the aftermath... for the first time u can see my teeth look so WHITE as compared to my SKIN!

and ya, i own hong cb lin at the touchscreen game at the pool arena... i am first, ant is... 8th and he lost to fastfood restaurent employees.. LOL.


tonight gonna treat my parents to dinner at jack's since i got my paycheck le!! 240 bucks yo!

leave a taggie yea?

-RomE
i dreamt of you. i had no idea why.

whoever said holidays were fun?

whats happening? my lifes coming to a standstill.. i feel im doing nothing and i feel like shit.

i suddenly feel so meaningless, like as if im trapped in a time vortex.. im repeating the stuff im doing everyday. theres no excitement, nothing to look forward to..

my lappy is sent for repair.. just to change a cover.. TWO WEEKS!! using my parent's lappy.. it cant read burnt dvds.. im dying.. i cant play wc3.. i cant do ANYTHING on this lappy but surf the net and MSN.. thats.. crap. i've finished reading my books, watching my shows..

i feel so restless.. my days have become so long..

I AM SO BORED, SOMEONE SAVE ME

i need a job.

-RomE
i need something to look forward to