o.m.e

i feel like shit today.

i have no idea why also.

probably leave a post in wordpress

not now, now its time to sleep.

good night world

-RomE
tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cant replace.

I've walked a hundred miles and seen a hundred thousand smiles

kept procrastinating about blogging.. i always have the blogger home opened but always end up closing it before shutting down.. past week's been.. pretty normal. in other words: my life is boring.

okay this post is gonna be REALLY BORING. so i'll just summarize everything.

mon - met with justin, ozy, antenna, heng and quan at NP. den ps-ing occured since they went to catch batman and me and quan din wanna watch it a second time.. so both of us ended up having GLM and pool-ing. 2 guys aint that gay afterall.

tues - after sch went to NP to watch their soccer tournament which the team eventually got disqualified due to some sore loser's complaint about quan being from SP.. ended with the lights getting shut off before the tourney ended and my first reaction was that the pissed off bae went to trip the power.. ended up dinner at almeem and home.. everyone in the white team wanted to beat up that little pao toh kia.. oh ya, for catia we got to check out the sessna in SP which makes catia worth it.. check out my new aeroplane!

weds - had a super difficult AMP in the morning playing with fire and hot metal.. *strangely i really cant remember what i did after school* i think i probably went home and watched some show ba.. dunno~

thurs - after sch met with harn for tennis at SP.. used the lousy club racket and tio pwned by him.. den quan came and we 3 GLM-ed den he left and antenna and justin came. dinner-ed a second time and home. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUWEI. (i tried organising celebration for you ar but so many ppl CMI. i really bwg also. THIS WEEK BAH.) oh ya while playing pool me and quan noticed this monkey looking guy on the table beside us.. LOL.. we nicknamed him Ah-Pu.

fri - had AEIS presentation in the morning, went well.. 86/100. YESSA!! went to vivo to meet ozy and yinghui with quan and snowie. den yh left and nicky and chen came.. had dinner at Carl's Jr.. den ended up team talking at the third floor monorail entrance.. boring shitz~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLORENCE.

sat - soccer in the morn with yangyang's friends and caltex fighters.. lunch-ed at WM.. came home and slept till evening and dinner-ed at Sakae at wm again with my parents. sashimi tastes GREAT. havent had good jap food in awhile.. eating with your parents ensure no guilt in ordering the most expensive stuff.. HAHAHAHAHA.

sun - mahjong in the morn at heng's hse. won $2. the birthday dog lost 19. LOL. anyway, just a shoutout: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOGGIE. took a train down to my grandma's hse at pasir ris..

grandma: where did u come from?
me: friend hse
grandma: u go there do proj?
me: play mahjong.

WRONG ANSWER.

kena scolded like siao.. sneaked out of the house v fast to avoid further scolding and cycled to the park to relax.. cycled to my spot once again.. seeing the sunset is very... peaceful.. yet doing it alone is so.. depressing.. i guess i just think too much..
wanna see my emo look? NO LJ COMMENTS PLS.


had another durian feasting after that, once again my parents bought like 9 durians.. and i think im going to hongkong in dec with my aunt and cousins. :D

today - 10-1 lessons, den lunch at FC4 and bball with snowie, junhao, junwei, shenggan and chinaman. den weiyu came and joined us.. pretty fun cept for the fact that we lost to some skinny jeans poser and a tiong kok kia.. haiz~ ended up at mobily with wy and his friends fixing his lappy before quan joined us.. IMPROMPTU JAM SESSION. with me on drums. LOL. viva la vida & face down.

den went to lavender to meet brian for his famous Bak Chor Mee which is not too bad cept for the insane price of 5bucks/bowl.. ended up with talk about hokkien LOTR and the usual AVA..

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guess my description of days become long to short.. LOL. probably left out alot of stuff..

ITS ALSO TIME TO START REVISION. attention all nerds/study-ppl, please study with me. i needa own the exams this time if not my dad gonna start yapping again.. MAN.

-RomE
sometimes i wonder what its like
to step into your shoes

HAPPY 300th. U SURVIVED.

grand 300th post.

wad a waste to leave something boring behind. shant do that bah.

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once upon a time there was a little boy. this little boy was always a happy boy and no matter how hard he tried he could not get unhappy. everyday was a new day for him and no matter how dull it got he wouldnt fail at marvelling at the smallest things mother gaia could offer. no matter how small it was, it would bring the smile out on this little boy's face. Even if it'd be a lollipop, a ball or even a rainbow, the light would shine out of the grin that wouldnt go away. this grin stayed on for hours at times and would pass on to the next person whom the little boy came into contact with.

deep down inside he wanted the feeling of sadness, to experience what it was like to feel down, to sing the blues, to feel un-happy. jealous people often throw careless remarks at him some saying he was weird to not be able to feel sad. and so he long-ed for that feeling and he would have been willing to trade half of his happiness for sadness, just to be the same as everyone else. he told himself that everything would balance itself.

and when he finally felt it, it sucked.

real bad.

and he never wanted to feel it again, but he could not trade his sadness back for his happiness for time doesnt allow itself to rewind.

so the little boy went back to try and restore his happiness. even if it'd make him un-human like, the thing that matters deep down is what he thinks of himself. thats what he told himself. but in the end he could not reach full happiness anymore and often dwelled back into sadness.

and once again the sadness is overwhelming, what will he do?

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this story hasnt been completed, partly because the little boy hasnt told me.

i feel so honglin-ish. brrrr.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMURF. sorry for picking suchan ugly slipper for your birthday(no matter what it still cost 40 bucks. )

fri, after sch ningy and snowie accompanied me go cityhall to get slippers.. met back at beautyworld for dinner and pool. LOTR-ed at ozy's hse but failed to even finish the two towers coz the DVD player had sth wrong with it..

sat, glm-ed for lunch and home for sleep. woke at caught The Dark Knight at wm with 8 other dudes to celebrate smurf's bday. ate at swensens.

today, wore contact lens for the first time. visited grandma.. caught Red Cliff with harn and bro.. dinner-ed with them at the market.

POOF. HAPPY 300th POST BLOGGIE. me <3 u lots. no peektures. sorry. lazy to take any.

-RomE actually, sadness aint that bad
its just an analogy. (:

BORING POST.

i currently have some free time to kill.. figured i might as well leave a post here since the school computer is limited and all.. cant do much.. currently waiting for quan's class to end so i can go study for the emathsII test with them..

today's idea of the day to make a class jersey.. didnt materialise bah.. everyone but 4 ppl din want.. so if even one person dunwan the jersey, i guess it shouldnt be made at all.. all or nothing bah.. great class spirit we have here.. =/

lots of ppl's birthday coming up soon i guess, hope my wallet doesnt start leaking.. but i know sadly it shall no matter what bah.. hopefully theres still bball on sat, pls let there be at least 8 players.. and LOTR too!

ytd, during AMP got a small cut on my finger, while cleaning off the sealant with alcohol kept thinking that the alcohol had some corrosive property or sth.. and den later discover the cut so -.- man.. accidentally rubbed alcohol on it and sweared in the lecturer's face. LOL.

lunch at FC4 den off to heng's hse for mahjong with ozy and justin.. won 12 bucks. imba 8 tai once. felt super tired and i needed to rush out the AEIS proj so went home after that.. instead of doing it went to watch ANIME.. lucky the proj deadline prolong-ed to next week..

tues, class ended at 5 and again off to heng's hse for mahjong. shared with heng and won 1.50 each. den tarpao-ed dinner home.

mon, met quan after school for frisbee at SP.. kinda fun.. den pool-ed at century before meeting the rest: heng, yh, justin, mag and ozy for dinner at azhar and ice cream at mac.

sun, went over to grandma's hse and cycled to the park..

you know when you cycle to somewhere quiet and all you hear is the waves crashing into the shore and all you see is the setting sun, what do you think of? i think about my life, my goals, my friends, my family and why the hell are there so many malay families having bbq nearby.. JOKING. no seriously, peaceful is good. it helps set everything straight, ur priorities and the things to treasure.

and the sun will set for you.

celebrated uncle SS's bday at night.. parents bought $100 worth of durians for yet another LMDFS. (lim family durian feasting session)

sat, met quan ant and heng for Hancock at cine, its kinda a lame show bah. ended up dinner at some weird italian place where we all got scammed but its all worth it coz i managed to clear my debt with honglin.. WHOOO. IF U READ THIS, IOU ONE LUNCH/DINNER BAH.

i guess thats all. nothing much going on here.

-RomE
ignorance is not a bliss
its more of a curse.

T.T

funniest thing today. while doing proj at school library i turned and saw junhao seeing his mail.. TMD all friendster email.. so we went to friendster to see see how enthu he is in friendster.. ended up at snowie's profile.. then there's this pic from his profile. here it is:


rome: see snowie take picture with yaoming lei.
junhao: really ar?
snowie: i 1v1 him ar!

*photo loads*

junhao: wah that one really you ar?
snowie: abuh.
junhao: then you got score against him anot?

LOL.

-RomE

a pity you weren't there.

since school starts at like 1 tml, i've got the time to leave an update here. no photos though.

i've uploaded a new blogsong! the old one was there coz i was like anyhow choose wadever song bah.. this new song is by GetCape.WearCape.Fly. not too bad bah.

today was.. okay. left my hse at 8+ for a lesson that starts at 8.. turned out it wasnt really productive anyway.. AEIS was a bore, den lunch.. all the way to FC2! havent ate there all sem! the ppl there are totally diff from our usual foodcourt.. different vibe bah.. den boring mech again and den more mech at lab to do the online quiz.. 90/100 okay!!

"the teacher must be student go ask him question den dunno how to answer.. AIYA JUST PUT IN THE QUIZ BAH." -snowie. see i mention u here lei SNOWIE!

after sch met ma for dinner and finally bought my contacts. got myself a haircut too. whoots.

ytd, jamming was cancelled.. :( ended up doing AEIS proj with group mates but wasnt productive either.. went to heng's hse for mahjong and owned once again. dinner-ed at GLM and pool. OPERATION BS failed... haiz. least we know someone touches herself alot. :P

day before, tues.. after school yet again went to heng's hse again for mahjong. OMG WE ARE SUCH ADDICTS. won again. HOOOOO! justin a.k.a KHAIRUL big loser again. IMBA. its like a transfer of luck from dog to god. absolutely divine. dinner-ed at kopitiam with quan and heng. i learnt that we shouldnt be too gum with some ppl.

and parents came back that night. guess dad won money at the casino.. im not the only lucky one. :D

i've alot i've left unsaid. i dunno.. just cant remember now..

-RomE
i.n.i.t.i.a.t.i.v.e

dumbass, we're all the same.

im alone at home and feeling.. lonely, im mr lonely, i have nobody to call my owwwwnnnnn.

parents off to msia which means i have the hse to myself and finally experiencing what its like to live alone, and i have decided i never want to live alone. ever. coming home to an empty house is damn depressing.. thank god its only for 3 days.

this morning, i forgot to feed my tortoise and now shes sleeping alr so no point.. reached school late but jackychan was giving his lecture in written form coz he had no voice, kinda pointless really.. after mechII went amp where i borrow snowie's notes to do the ws.. den after that i forgot it was his and started to vandalise... THANK GOD I WROTE IN PENCIL. the stuff that i write inside.. if only u'd know.. i was bored enough to play the compatible name game.. sth thats kinda like: Friendship, Courtship, Hated, Love.

I STILL RMB AND ELVINA AND ERNEST YIELDS LOVE-LOVE. LOL.

boring hour of maths playing viwawa at the lab and ignoring the lecturer den lunch.. followed by gruelling hours of fucked-up catia.. havent even finished partA, shall start as soon as i finish my post.

met quan at 5 and went to pool, for the first time I WON HIM 5-3. WHOOTS. den antenna came and had dinner. and i just wanna say ant is damn shallow, he looks for girls with body rather than character.. haiz bwg the antenna boy, heres a few requested photos by quanie. (:

waited damn long for the bloody 852.. when it finally came me and quan boarded only to be greeted by the scent of vommit and feces. it literally smelt like shit and everyone was covering their nose. saw another 852 behind. alighted one stop after and boarded the other one. best investment of $0.67 ever.

ytd, supposed to meet chris at 1230 but as usual she was late. tsk tsk. went to simlim and collected my grand pay of $281. immediately blew 120 on my portable harddisk. den went over to bugis for lunch at v8 and walk walk.. bought a yellow shirt. KUNGFU YO! and i must make use of this blog of mine to say: SORRY for dropping ur new hp. i feel v bad. seriously.

den chris went to work and i went to meet boss and sk.. so long nv go out with them.. seriously imba sense of direction. had fishnco for dinner. more icecream at mac and home. the 66 i took with them was literally SWARMED with darkness. it was like when darth said: come over to the dark side and i concurred. seriously scary shit and they were all staring at boss coz it was damn obv he was saying racist stuff. LOL.

sat, helped ma with housework before they went msia.. chiong-ed my dexter. it was great. such a lazy saturday..

prolly go cut my hair tml, dye red? MAYBE BAH. but so ahbeng, i think i'll dye only after i get my contacts bah... till then enjoy the antenna pictures. OFF TO CATIA-LAND~

-RomE
love the is where

gambate!~

this is a great song i stumbled on to on youtube... off my blog music and listen!! it rocks!

update on my day some other day. till then~

-RomE
where is the love?

HOOOOOoooooooooo~~

im happy today.

i have reached a decision, a conclusion, whatever you wanna call it..

someone's colour is back to normal lightblue on my msn. (i color code them) sry. that means you just arent that special anymore. xD

i agree with weiquan, my number one reader.

what he said couldnt be more true.

-RomE
i think i'm fixed.
i think.

wish upon a nagareboshi

since 2 people complained about the previous post. shall do something abit more updated.

recently, i feel like shit.

not literally, my surname is not goh and i dont belong to brian's feet.

why?

my results turned out to be shit. yet another dissapointment today. if i continue getting such results i'll probably have an extreme high GPA of 1.5 and im not joking. seriously i better buck up.. and worst of all dad's starting to give me his 'prep talks'. favourite quote of his:

dont be like me, study hard for 3 years and you wont slog for the rest of your life.

i have heard those words fill my ears while.. bathing, eating, watching tv, playing com, walking, travelling.. AND BLAH BLAH. if i got a dollar for each time i heard that i would have been featured on forbes.

secondly, i get this random feelings of sadness. like im PMS-ing of something. i suspect that this feeling is indirectly linked to my insolence with a certain genre of stuff. and when i get this feeling i feel like just playing my guitar and looking at stars in the sky. worst of all, i do that when i have loads of work piling up on me.

speaking of work, CATIA is driving me nuts. and the lectuer is completely incompetent. she is useless. trust me. i havent received any help from her at all. i'd rather read the book which is also coincidentally really stupid. and im getting pissed off all the time doing catia while signed in to web messenger on SP's computers. i always hope someone on messenger distracts me but it seems it doesnt happen and i continue to slog on CATIA.

thirdly, im in need of alot of things. i've updated my wishlist now.

what else? oh ya i feel my days are passing so meaninglessly. i feel so aim-less.. i guess i can sure relate to Dexter.. everything in his show is kinda solved. wish my problems were solved too.

i've finished my rant. now an update on my days

-sun, grandma's hse, watched kungfugirl (WHICH SUCKED) with shi, harn bro and ying. watched the euro finals at ozy's and lost 20 bucks. rocky rocked though!

-mon, soccer with class, went home and KO-ed due to lack of sleep..

-tues, soccer with class, pool and dinner with ant, snowie, quan, chen, ozy and justin.

-weds, morn had AMP, pretty dull stuff. after sch slacked at NP's dessert store, mahjong at brian's with addition of fred and cang.

-thurs, catia-ed till 6. stewpid fucked up day.

thats it i guess, a super brief summary. theres still loads i wanna say but i guess..

check out this poster, if u cant read it says: good luck does not prevent accidents. good maintenance does.

who cares? i just need some luck.

-RomE
fix me.

stop and think.

i feel so weird today.

i've lost my direction.

will the lights guide me home?

fix me.



-RomE
this feeling sucks and i hate it.