HAPPY 300th. U SURVIVED.

grand 300th post.

wad a waste to leave something boring behind. shant do that bah.

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once upon a time there was a little boy. this little boy was always a happy boy and no matter how hard he tried he could not get unhappy. everyday was a new day for him and no matter how dull it got he wouldnt fail at marvelling at the smallest things mother gaia could offer. no matter how small it was, it would bring the smile out on this little boy's face. Even if it'd be a lollipop, a ball or even a rainbow, the light would shine out of the grin that wouldnt go away. this grin stayed on for hours at times and would pass on to the next person whom the little boy came into contact with.

deep down inside he wanted the feeling of sadness, to experience what it was like to feel down, to sing the blues, to feel un-happy. jealous people often throw careless remarks at him some saying he was weird to not be able to feel sad. and so he long-ed for that feeling and he would have been willing to trade half of his happiness for sadness, just to be the same as everyone else. he told himself that everything would balance itself.

and when he finally felt it, it sucked.

real bad.

and he never wanted to feel it again, but he could not trade his sadness back for his happiness for time doesnt allow itself to rewind.

so the little boy went back to try and restore his happiness. even if it'd make him un-human like, the thing that matters deep down is what he thinks of himself. thats what he told himself. but in the end he could not reach full happiness anymore and often dwelled back into sadness.

and once again the sadness is overwhelming, what will he do?

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this story hasnt been completed, partly because the little boy hasnt told me.

i feel so honglin-ish. brrrr.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMURF. sorry for picking suchan ugly slipper for your birthday(no matter what it still cost 40 bucks. )

fri, after sch ningy and snowie accompanied me go cityhall to get slippers.. met back at beautyworld for dinner and pool. LOTR-ed at ozy's hse but failed to even finish the two towers coz the DVD player had sth wrong with it..

sat, glm-ed for lunch and home for sleep. woke at caught The Dark Knight at wm with 8 other dudes to celebrate smurf's bday. ate at swensens.

today, wore contact lens for the first time. visited grandma.. caught Red Cliff with harn and bro.. dinner-ed with them at the market.

POOF. HAPPY 300th POST BLOGGIE. me <3 u lots. no peektures. sorry. lazy to take any.

-RomE actually, sadness aint that bad
its just an analogy. (: