okay, im about to leave a post i expect to be extremely long and personal. but first i wanna say that i slept SIXTEEN HOURS yesterday. LOL.
over the past weekend, i found that i've learnt so many things i could probably not be able to explain it all to myself. i might sound really phony but i feel that i've really learnt the lessons life has to offer in the small 2 days. somethings just cant be learnt in the classroom.
some of these lessons were probably learnt before but it just seemed that they were left forgotten, its like perfume. everything kept in the bottle isnt useful until it has diffused into vapour and all the smell comes rushing to your head.
i've learnt to treasure my family.
i've learnt to treasure my friends.
i've learnt to treasure myself.
u know u get those irritatingly long emails about all these stuff and you probably browse through everything and ignore the chain-letter part.. well, those arent just as impactful. let me now begin my "story"
sat morning was boring, i was still in laze mode and nothing else was more important than watching shows on my laptop and breakfast. met with smurf and nicky at the bus-stop to go to sentosa together. walked a super long way to the bus-stop. 5-6 bus-stops away. upon arrival at heng's booked yacht, slacked around on the deck, played frisbee with heng, quan and ningy. back to change to formal before dinner at the super expensive place. birthday celebrations and stuff. SOMEONE got bold enough during his celebration and it wasnt heng. standing behind, i really thought he kissed her siol. LOL.
back to the yacht for 'raping' sessions and drinking sessions. who would've thought this was going to be the time for rome to start learning his lessons. while drinking i stupidly spilled my drink on jamie. omgwtfbbq IM SO SORRY. i really didnt mean it. (doubt she will read this anyway) and decided that i was not gonna drink anymore that night. was feeling like shit and decided to cool off first.. before i finished getting sober SOMEONE else got drunk and was spewing so much shit from his mouth he could probably fill the entire sewer of SP. it was REALLY funny. quanie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. it was worth it meeting u in sec1 during badminton.
next part, it was kinda expected. i just knew i needed to set my priorities right once again.
then, someone ELSE started talking again. and somehow i had suspected sth alr. this happened to be a real lesson to me. i learnt that all my problems were minuscle.
next up, a long walk to the end of sentosa cove with le and yx. somehow our chat really made me feel good. they helped me set my priorities right again. i learnt that the decisions i make will affect myself most. make them and live with them. we watched the sunrise and when yx started spouting shit i took the long walk back myself coz i needed to take a piss.
everyone split at 12 and couldnt find any appetite when they lunched at bali-thai. just had a chat with my NIGGA fabian. U BETTER HONOUR YOUR PROMISE. im going to switzerland bitches.
i went to my grandma hse after that and slept for a measley 2 hours. randomly, shi just bought a kite back home so we all went down to the field to fly it. failed terribly. called my dad the kite pro down to help us and he failed too. mostly due to the lack of wind. played frisbee after that. me, shi, harn, jie, ying, jia, mum, dad and uncle. just like the past.
our whole gang used to drive to pasir ris on weekends to fly kite and play frisbee. but it hadnt happened since primary 3? such a long time. sure brings back lots of memories. the sight was really funny. working adults playing frisbee on the field. btw i was the youngest there. everyone else was above 23. here, i learnt how much family ties bind. i love my family.
dinner-ed at the market with harn and then watched Mummy 3 with ying and jie at bedok. stayed over at their place.. harn fetched me to the airport at around 2+.. everyone else was mostly there already.. talked, slacked..
heng flew off. too tired to feel much here. most of the missing only came today. after i realise i couldnt have GLM and pool with him like we used to every tuesday. BLESS YA NIGGA. (and ur stupid short msg.. nice only 2 words to me.) and at the airport it felt really weird. its like everyone else was crying. and i truly asked myself. isnt heng close to me?? why am i not feeling much? i concluded that i didnt think it was going to be a final goodbye. i cry only at the passing of people. and this just wasnt a passing, it was merely a farewell. well, here i learnt that friendships are probably treasured most when they are in doubt. i should learn to treasure them all the time. i love my friends.
took a hell-ish mrt back to school. had stomach ache. chionged to CLS toilet and bombed hiroshima. slept at the cable car with snowie and ningy before lesson started.. couldnt concentrate at all the stuff the teacher was saying. well thanks dare 26 for noticing how moody i was and asking me why i wasnt myself.
went home and chiong-ed my bed.
i've set my priorities right. at the nick of time.
1) in order to succeed in life, i need to put effort into my studies. and i shall do so. AT LEAST 3.5 GPA FTW this sem.
2) at the same time, spend QUALITY time with my all the loved people around me.
3) you cant find anything there, if there was nothing there to begin with.
i make my decisions and i live with them.
-RomE
a different perception can lead to a same conclusion
but a same conclusion will not change a perception.
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