maybe. maybe not.

my past few days have been pretty boring. christmasy and all.. its the dread of the holidays ending and schoolwork catching back up to me.. results for ED FOF and CAMM.. more scary than the boogie man.

past few days have comprised of sentosa, ozy's hse, mahjong, grandma's hse, Chuck, SoulEater and lots of wondering. christmas wishes.

nothing really memorable for christmas.

lets leave my wishes till my new year revolutions.

im abit late but.. anyway there are 12 days of christmas.. LIKE MY LOGO? LOL

-RomE
has summer faded to fall,
excitement to bore?
have the feelings changed,
has happiness aged?

angels in flight.

last night. i dreamt of this song. it became stuck in my head. its KH2's opening theme Sanctuary. the lyrics are very special. some are written backwards.



dun rain today.

wish i didnt feel like there was something i missed.

i am feeling damn hungry now. and damn lazy also. i want to eat my market chicken rice but my legs tell me the walk is SO DAMN FAR.

today is such a cui day. feel like nua-ing the whole day. still got engr maths and FOF still havent do.. see the rotorcraft feel damn sian.

i hate such days.

weekend.
sat bball-ed in the morn. glm-ed. billard. danzation. maggi mee.
sun soccer-ed in the morn. bakchormee-ed at bedok. MOF at bugis. orchard lights. sotong.
mon NUA-ED AT HOME.

left knee orh cheh bloody roger kicked it.

introducing my 2 new slippers.

lunch.

-RomE

only a life lived for others is worth living.

fun week. ^^

wad a crappy start to my friday. awoke feeling sick and decided not to go to school for bball.. ended up with us walking over coz we not enough people.. slept till 12 and woke with my entire body aching like hell.. haiz. must be because of the lack of sleep. anyway, im finally free to do an update here. (:

my week was filled with lots of ups and downs.

monday was shi's bday. played bball in SP vs EEE and owned them. harn and shi came to watch and then we drove to vivo to watch twilight. twilight is not really a nice movie unless you are on a date or something.. jie joined us for dinner at HK cafe and then home. bought a new pair of slippers at quiksilver. :D all 3 came to visit and camwhore with my bro's wig.

tuesday, woke early to go take my BTT, dad drove me there but was late. sat at my com like an idiot not knowing the password which was on the paper he had given me. rushed through the questions confidently and before i know it a box appears before me. it says "you have answered all the questions. would u like to end test and view results?"

i hurriedly click yes like it was my birth right to see "passed"

"failed"

if in everyone's life there is a moment where u feel all the emotions of the world come rushing to your head in about 3 seconds. this would be it.

FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK.

met boss, snowie, fred, quan and ant for GLM and pool. the rest left while me and my knights frisbee-ed at the field near NP and dinner at wet market. quan's mom fetched me home. (coz i walked) played with facebook at night. havent done so in v long. left a msg. "Jerome is looking forward to trash CLS in bball and win $$ at roger's" as he was soon going to find out, neither was going to happen. facebook is a bitch.

weds, bball vs CLS. lost. they were all rough asses. chionged over to roger's hse after the match and played mahjong with him smurf and weiwei. FREAKING lost 18 bucks to two disusting Qi Dui Zi's. went to gym with weiwei to release some "losergy" and met shawn to help him rip some videos. dinner-ed at home and harn came to fetch me.

went over to his hse, supper-ed with bakchormee and drank. super seh-ed and slept. it was really a super funny night. misery loves company.

thurs, woke at 10 and went to msia with uncle, aunt, shi, harn and jaycus-zeee (my nephew). went to dye my hair. LIKE FINALLY. to a not-so-keowtor brown. watched IP MAN which was GREAT. i feel like learning WING CHUN kungfu! had a leg massage which was super shiok, seafood dinner and then home. wad a great day. super expensive though.

oh ya, the orange mcflurry in msia SUCKS. its just its orange juice mixed with ice cream.

WOW. i've finished. lets sum up everything rome lost and gained this week.

he lost in BTT, Mahjong, Bball.

he gained Humility.

not a bad exchange.

also, im still left with five of the chosen nine.

AND IM SO TIRED OF WAITING FOR JUST ONE MSG.

-RomE
because the heart never lies.

rome is very angry now.

he wants to smash up anything and everything he sees.

I AM DUMBER THAN A BANGLA.

OMG. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKK

the genting trip.

im baack.

genting was REALLY FUN. if i type everything out its gonna be damn freaking long.. i guess i'll just highlight some fun stuff i did.

i took picture with a white tiger and touched it after the show Dreams.

i gambled and lost 50 bucks at the casino. i was actually down 150. but a last minute "da-xiao" showhand with harn yielded us 155 bucks from our initial investment of his last 35 bucks. showhand 35 and won 70. showhand 70 and won 140. showhand 40 and won 180. bet another 35 and lost. its good to quit while ur ahead. while harn was changing the chips back to cash, i was super tempted to just place 50 on da to break even. LUCKY I DIDNT if not would have lost. gambling is rather exciting.. even entering with my bro's IC was exciting. HAHAHA.

i went indoor skydiving. it was super fun. totally worth it.

i bowled, played billards, arcade-d, kbox-ed and cablecar-ed.

i watched bolt, the day the world stood still and a chinese movie. all 3 werent bad. no more scammer shows in genting --> jingling, we are family.

i took ALOT of super lame pictures with harn, bro and shi. but harn's camera spoilt and all our photos are lost. SERIOUSLY SAD. left with 3.

i did lots of other stuff. but the most important: i had fun.

and i had my gum chong-kong-ed at custom. super ngeow officer.

and thats about it. played soccer and bball today. super tired now. looking forward to the new week.

-RomE
someday you will be loved

hello.

i had the most random dream ever last last night.

but i shant tell you what it is.

anw, to whom it may concern. i'm off to genting tml-sat.

wishing in advance:
happy birthday ace killer.
have a great time in tekong, sk and chew.
MM bball jiayou for friday.

i guess thats all.

and im super tired. my legs are killing me.

i'll bring gum back for ya'll! no fear.

-RomE
tell people to have confidence,
what about me?

notice

because our dear justin is sho KP. i must leave my mark here. so i will rem U BANGLA.

justin owe rome $5 AND A BEATING

rome is usually not violent one la ar.. but this bangla too much!

i forgot to sign out my msn before leaving his hse.. so i went to grab my lunch and cut my hair. go home immediately boss pm-ed me.

haojun says:
your nick no longer november cumshower?

HMM. I GUESS SOMEONE IS SHITTING MY MSN.

JeRomE-                      November Rain` said:

did u change my dp?

JeRomE-                      November Rain` said:

AND MY NICK?

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve said:

huh

NICE PRETENSE.

went to meet boss wy and roger to go swim. and all 3 also saw that my nick was changed to November Cumshower, my pm was about hairy asian pussies and my dp was naked gay guys.

JeRomE-      November Rain` says:

KARMA GONNA BITE U IN THE ASS

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve says:

LOL

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve says:

OK LOR

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve says:

i am happy and satisfied

tsk tsk doggie, like that how can?

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve says:

i and brian planned one

[ j u s t i n ]  diecinueve says:

the dpic is he ask me put

somemore want to drag other ppl inside.. aiyo. this just cannot go on anymore.

off to SPCA you shall go. your foreman will be informed.

-RomE

h c o f h f s l.

i swear after last night im so gonna stay away from alcohol. just the smell of it induces a you-are-going-to-puke thought in me. so seriously.. drinks are meant to be enjoyed, not to get drunk.

anyway, holidays have finally begun! YAY.

no more feeling guilty watching shows, playing my guitar, slacking, doing sports or whatever.

anyway the past week has been in a word eye-opening.

most of my days was spent revising for the msts.. tuesday was boss's birthday celebration at Hooked and then Risk at King's hse.. the rest of the days was spent in a battle between half a semester of notes (or the lack of it) and guilt.

nonetheless, i've given my best for the 3 tests and i hope something like last sem wont ever happen again. MSTs are equally important as Sem papers.

yesterday, had my 2 last papers back to back, played soccer for awhile in school and then rushed to go meet smurf king and nig to go JB. went to JB and had lunch at secret recipe, buying pirated shows and talking crap. since they needed to go to work, we left relatively early and i went home. watched some shows then went to meet quan to go vivo. den justin came. wasted like 2 hours of nothing. finally st james open. at 1130.

st james is filled with pinoys and other races. rome is not happy.

he cant stand the alcohol also and drinks little.

the so called "dancing" wasnt bad though.. though a few forgettable moments.. the dance floor was also filled with guys which was really gay and the females were either 1) too old. 2) not the right race. or 3) not the right race. lucky we had fred's friends.

rome ends up paying a total of 55 bucks. he decides he aint gonna be clubbing at st james for a pretty long time.

JUSTIN ZOUK OUT MAAAAAN! LOL.

and oh ya, today's lover's bday. LOL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. dun puke.

well, anyway the whole point of this post is not about how my days went anyway. i wanted to keylog something. just remembering LP's song.

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he is fighting a losing battle. he has seen the aftermath, he has tried to fight with the evil green monster. he has lost. the monster is too strong.

he can only fool himself for so long.

the enemy has already proven they will not succumb. but he does not believe that, he continues his fight day by day but its proven futile.

he can only fool himself for so long.

he wonders, will his enemy finally be defeated and become his ally? the wait. it is long and soon his other allies do not see him as a threat to them anymore to become allies with.

he can only fool himself for so long.

when you're born with a goldspoon in your mouth and someone removes it, you wont expect anything less to be put back inside. even if its a silverspoon.

will he find another battle, at least one he could maybe win?

or will he continue to fool himself?

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-RomE
and the sun will set for you.

he can only fool himself for so long

new blog song.

am i fooling myself?

sometimes i wonder..

-RomE
push it out, fake a smile. avert disaster, just in time.