its sad that now one of the most interesting thing in my life happens when im in wonderland~

dreaming.

had 3 seperate dreams last night about 3 different people. one of whom i could vaguely remember at the start but i cant remember already.. i know the other 2 is weilong and qinshi, 2 guys i havent really spoke to for awhile.. (maybe not wl.. but qinshi definitely!)

im almost positive these dreams are gonna come true in the future..

maybe im just self-delusional..

either way, good night.

-RomE

my days have become so meaningless.. its like i've no purpose in life.. plus nothing to look forward to..

idle life = good life?

NEOBAH.

time to not be so choosy with jobs...

ZOMG House, GossipGirl, Chuck and Supernatural all season finish already!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO WATCH NOW? AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

each show had its own special finale.. each awesome in its own way..

im gonna miss watching each show every week..

-RomE

house showed me something today.

at your lowest point in life when you feel that days are meaningless and nothing is left for you to live for, the solution to all your problems can come in the most unexpected way.

i just got rejected by both NTU and NUS. havent received letter for NS. havent found a job. have no purpose in life. have nothing to look forward to.

i need you to lift me up.

-RomE

dont read too much

dont read too little.

down

you know its always good to set aside some time to think about everything in your life to set things straight: your priorities, goals, dreams..

strangely enough, on that 1 hour bus ride home from marina last night by myself.. (coz d rest all boarded 700) i finally found that time to do so..

i realised something that i should have known from the start.

the weekends have blown away yet again.. unlike the weekdays..

fri - kbox-ed at clementi with ozy&his2friends + checked out my guitar.. i've decided that im getting the apx 500 in old violet sunburst color ba.. very chio i know. den we went to beauty for dinner with ant, alf, jang and pascal the motor aeh-see-den-ed. den they left and sis&py came.. reached home at 12+ wth..

<--- super chio

sat - bball in the morn with smurf, bryan and boss with KS&co. owned the court. super fun havent won in a looonng time.. we are too good? den lunched at wm.. evening visited grandma at pasir ris.. my "son" ethan's piano playing skills have been improving..

sun - soccer in the morning.. seriously cannot wake up.. the weather was.. horribly hot. hotter than me. LOL. one goal for rome. :D lunched at wet market. went home to change and den marina with cang, ant, jang and nat. caught district 13 which is quite a lame but okay-okay show i guess.. but its dubbed and dubbed shows are usually crap..

heres some photos i took on my solo cycling last last friday.. a somewhat fail sunset though..

graduation on wednesday..

0 plans for this week. yay for me?

-RomE

waiting here in line
hoping that i'll find
what i've been chasing

every business has its humble beginnings..

today im inspired.. one day it will be my turn..

every boss started out at the bottom..

every tree grows from a seedling..

-RomE

one day i will plant my own great oak tree

must finish my to-do list before army... MUST!

last night when dad turned on the tv at 11pm starhub wasnt working.. havent seen dad look so pissed in a looonnng time.. "cancel the stupid starhub.. always got problem.. stupid people.."

it finally became okay after 15 mins. and we watched manutd win the match but lose the title.. we had invested money into the wigan handicap of +2.5 goals. this meant that wigan could afford to lose by a goal margin of 2 and i'd still win money.

fuck wigan. they got thrashed 8-0.

what did dad have to say? "abramovich bribed the stupid wigan players, im going to go sleep already"

and as i saw the niggers of chelshea celebrating their goals, there was only one thought on my mind: "how did these fucking apes beat us?"

in disbelief, i turned off my tv and the stupid starhub boxset.

didnt have anytime to do some thinking today. what a waste.

pasir ris park is just not the same as it was before.. :(

someday that person will be gone

and you wouldn't even notice it.