just 8 more days and i lose my freedom. for a good whole 3 weeks too. 2 weekends of confinement, yay me.

mom's friends came to visit for fun just now to drink coffee over at my house. friends for over 20 years i guess..

and i sorta envy them. and i really hope all the friends i hold close right now will still remain just as close 20 years from now. i've seen how they've evolved to overlook each other's shortfalls and tolerate each others bad habits and still remain a clique for so long.

to those whom i hold dear, thank you for being my friend. we're still years early.

2 significant blows dealt the past week

back on my feet. :D

coz life isn't a destination, its a JOURNEY

and the journey was well worth it when it lasted.

and you can call me tira

because tira MIS U. LOL. i think im playing too much baking life.

song of my life

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to
fix me.

now that i've stopped working, earned enough to support myself for the next 2 years (together with army pay of course) and stopped studying. (both for SATs and my diploma), im left with only one goal: to get fit for army.

seeing that im still sick, i cant seem to start on my final goal.

and im starting to grow idle. watching videos the whole day, sleeping and snacking..

i know when i start my army i will miss these days but these days seem so meaningless to me.

i guess its the reason why humans can never truly be satisfied with what they have..

time to complete my list of 'to-do's' before the army.. hahahahahahahhaha

i look at all the SAT essay questions, some of them on life, some on happiness, some on friendship..

and i thought i would by now find it easy to start off these essays but strangely with a pen held in my hand

all i see is a blank paper.

maybe its because i havent learnt enough of such values to be sharing my true thoughts on the subjects.

time has gotten the better of me and now you seem so near but yet so far.

i have so much on my mind right now.

for now i have to just let it go.. until after my SATs. on this SATurday.. lol

tu me manques.

-RomE

hit my first goal of passing my driving!! now for the remaining 2.. the 4th wish is pretty impossible now i suppose..

1) 12 pullups and 9.45 2.4 timing
2) 2100< score for SAT (this saturday)

shall put in my 200% effort to secure these goals!

MUKYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

its the pwnz to be driving without the fat fucking instructor by your side. amen.

let me fulfil my goals please BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM!

if you dislike something, there is nothing anyone can say or do to make you like it.

and you cant take the plunge and discover if you really dislike it or was it all just a misconception.

such is love.

and cigarettes.