i wanted to write a letter to tell you how much you meant to me, how i do not regret anything and that when you feel down you know that there is someone on this earth that loves you.

people reach out for the things they need the most only at times when they need it most.

i guess its a fresh beginning.

every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

because life's like that.

somehow before i go into the army i want to tie up all the loose ends in my life

but, i just realised that going in to serve is not the end, and if its not the end, why bother to tie up so many things? its not like i am about to die about something.

and it seems like more of a new beginning rather than an end.

i thought i would really miss the feeling of wanting something, the feeling that i have something to look forward to

but it has been 5 months. and i am actually pretty pleased with what i have right now

contentment lies in oneself. life's too short to be anything but happy.

its times when you feel so displeased with yourself that you just gotta take a step back, breathe in and realize:

just like beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, happiness lies in the mind of the beholder

time to go in with a positive and open attitude.. 5 more days lo!