i've been pretty stressed these days, with my NTU mech interview coming right up and infantry postings coming out also.. its been a roller coaster ride this week..

my infantry posting options look really bleak, its like theres no good option for my next 14 months which is really really saddening. to think if im chosen for guards i might even consider signing on in the airforce to avoid it..

call me a wuss or whatever, but seriously, im already adopting a whole new level of negatives even before im chosen for such a posting. haiz.

thought about alot of things regarding my future this week and i havent reached a conclusion..

its not easy to be me.

-RomE