i've finally found out the reason why life has come to such a standstill. im not happy.

theres no thrill in life, theres no excitement, no emotion, no adrenaline. nothing to look forward to in the near future.

its like walking down life's winding road but suddenly i stopped and thought about why i am walking this road in the first place.

even conversations with my best friends have become routinely and not as enjoyable as times before.

everyday's just another day. and i dont know how to escape from this.

today was spent like a typical day during my polytechnic years.. and even if i hope so much for it to come back, it just didnt feel as good as it did last time.

i think i need change, i need something new.

but where can i find it?