i've found it.

you dont need something to look forward to, life itself will throw you unexpected pleasures while you just live it and you cant even plan them.

how do you plan to see a shooting star in the middle of a navigation exercise?

who would have thought playing with a stray black cat could be so fun?

being happy at the thought of how an eye-candy said you were cute?

arh, and im not so depressed now. all is good in the world.