the greatest irony happened today.

just exactly a week ago, a cat freaked the hell out of me through a sick and dumb prank that some bravo seniors played on me when i was on duty.

today, i saved the life of a kitten.

to cut a long story short, i feel life is throwing me lessons. and you know life's imperfect.

i no longer can laugh at depression, nor can i forget the passing of a fellow student, a friend and a soldier. though we may not have been close friends, your abrupt departure has been an awful shock and i pray your soul rests in peace, junsheng.

this week has been a whirlwind of emotions. the last time i was so broken was 5 years ago, and i cannot believe just a month into my command tour at 4SIR that i'd have to undergo such intense shit that the tears just flowed without control.

it was fucked up.

i'd elaborate more. maybe in the near future. maybe soon i'll be able to write my own book.

-RomE