dear october, a new challenge awaits. the change that is very much welcomed has arrived.

keep calm and adapt.

dear november, you're gonna pass just like a shower in april.

keep calm and go with the flow.

dear december, you'll be the one chance for fun.

keep calm and enjoy yourself.

dear january, its time to accept a month thrown away.

keep calm and endure.

dear february, the killer time is here. struggles ensue but stay strong.

keep calm and pull through.

dear march, the ending is near, look forward.

keep calm and complete it.

and my near future has been laid out, its gonna be a hectic half year.

no regrets. bravo boleh!

-RomE

contemplative and calm

"i am so happy and contented with my life right now and there's nowhere else i'd rather be and nothing else i'd rather do than stay where i am and do what i do."

i wonder how long it'll take before i can say that.

have a little faith, to see through yet another day.

its been more than 10 months, and i still hate it every single time i have to book in.

grant me the wisdom to look beyond, and to find the purpose in my doings.

i've been keeping my mind wide open

to my dearest bro, quan, the only thing i can say is

be glad it happened, take away the good memories and leave behind anything else. smile, cos both of you were worth it.

after discovering her blog just today, to be honest, i am jealous. you are one lucky guy. tts definitely something i havent experienced. still keeping my fingers crossed.

reading 'have a little faith - mitch albom' has opened my world once more. what MM lee say is true, sometimes you gotta invest in things that are more important in life. eg: finding your significant other.

life has been pretty kind to me lately, even in 4SIR. i promise to work as hard as i can for my new OC, partly because he reminds me of my best budd chew and also the fact that he is my role model for now in the army. PC is leaving too. lets hope the new PC treats me better as well.

respect is not earned. respect is exchanged. for you to gain respect from me, you must show me some respect as well.

hey come on why are you doing this to me? i am just an NSF trying to serve his time in the SAF, how hard must i try to gain your respect?

well, i give up. i think about this and i realise: damn, why do i even give a shit whether or not he respects me??

i don't do well with the often forgotten side of society: the less educated people. don't ask me why, i just don't think or speak like them.

but for myself, my future, my fellow workers: i will try, but should i fail, it all boils down to my first statement. at least i gave it a shot. i have no regrets.

winning the battle but losing the war. its always difficult to keep your priorities right..

mood right now is calm, and strangely so. considering i have a million thoughts running around.

today was awesome, had breakfast with parents at the market, lunch@mayim with the family and then dinner@koreanBBQ to celebrate fred's 21st. im eating far too much good food. i blame the lack of pictures on my blog to the fact that i haven't been able to use a camera phone since 10 months ago. :(

i think the ice wine is finally getting into my blood stream. and by the way it tastes totally awesome.

its about time i fade into my warm bed. retrogade!

goodnight world, thnks fr the mmrs s fr!

-RomE

seasons come and go

but i will never change

my god even im now restricted from posting stuff on my facebook..

i think i better delete all the army ppl so that i can continue to bitch about how fucked up my life is right now..

seriously.

what is true happiness?

not being afraid of being judged. living life carefree and having fun everyday. eating the most awesome and sumptious food. sitting infront of the computer 10 hours a day killing time watching shows.

OHMAHGAWD I JUST BURNT 3 DAYS AWAY~~~~ LOOOL

i've so much pent up energy!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

i never thought i'd be able to say this but its finally true.

i've walked a hundred miles, seen a hundred thousand smiles

not one of them as beautiful, as beautiful as yours.

having lunch alone at a busy shopping centre was.. an experience.. the meal was awesome too. try going a month without pork and you'd delight in the kway chap's delicious succulence.

i've finally got abit of an idea how to start, problem is im so darn lazy.

treasure this times, cause the good times never last.