Sunday, September 11, 2011

i've been keeping my mind wide open

to my dearest bro, quan, the only thing i can say is

be glad it happened, take away the good memories and leave behind anything else. smile, cos both of you were worth it.

after discovering her blog just today, to be honest, i am jealous. you are one lucky guy. tts definitely something i havent experienced. still keeping my fingers crossed.

reading 'have a little faith - mitch albom' has opened my world once more. what MM lee say is true, sometimes you gotta invest in things that are more important in life. eg: finding your significant other.

life has been pretty kind to me lately, even in 4SIR. i promise to work as hard as i can for my new OC, partly because he reminds me of my best budd chew and also the fact that he is my role model for now in the army. PC is leaving too. lets hope the new PC treats me better as well.

respect is not earned. respect is exchanged. for you to gain respect from me, you must show me some respect as well.

hey come on why are you doing this to me? i am just an NSF trying to serve his time in the SAF, how hard must i try to gain your respect?

well, i give up. i think about this and i realise: damn, why do i even give a shit whether or not he respects me??

i don't do well with the often forgotten side of society: the less educated people. don't ask me why, i just don't think or speak like them.

but for myself, my future, my fellow workers: i will try, but should i fail, it all boils down to my first statement. at least i gave it a shot. i have no regrets.

winning the battle but losing the war. its always difficult to keep your priorities right..

mood right now is calm, and strangely so. considering i have a million thoughts running around.

today was awesome, had breakfast with parents at the market, lunch@mayim with the family and then dinner@koreanBBQ to celebrate fred's 21st. im eating far too much good food. i blame the lack of pictures on my blog to the fact that i haven't been able to use a camera phone since 10 months ago. :(

i think the ice wine is finally getting into my blood stream. and by the way it tastes totally awesome.

its about time i fade into my warm bed. retrogade!

goodnight world, thnks fr the mmrs s fr!

-RomE
seasons come and go
but i will never change

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