hey you, i've been fine, have you?

past few weeks have been, as usual, filled with ups and downs. its been one rocky ride this month of february, exactly like i have predicted. the only way through is to keep calm and pull through. which is what i have been doing lately, and its proven to be quite effective.

the 6 day field camp was not as horrible as i expected but it was tough nonetheless. we shared our moments of memory, and some moments of anger and even some moments of sadness but through it all i believe we are more or less set for the journey ahead. i must not let you down, but even more so, i must not let myself down.

and im pretty proud of myself, never ever tried talking to a person i didnt know online before but i told myself that if i could brace those winds and those marches and those darn heavy loads i'd give myself a chance. its going slow but i guess its definitely better than nothing.

not alot going on my mind recently, its been a state of satirical slumber, of which the cause is pretty much the endless hours sitting infront of my lappy consuming up what mainstream television has suckered me into. zombies, running men, singers and soldiers. and might i say i don't find it time wasted, shows have taught me alot more than what some classes in school can ever teach.

i bought 4 tics to the birdpark way back in november in preparation of the december holidays but as usual i failed to secure any events and now im left with the pathetically few days of february to use the tickets.. looks like high chance i'll be going with my parents.. hahahahhaa. note to self: never purchase anything for future usage unless theres a guaranteed set date. which reminds me i've yet to collect my tickets for DCFC. really looking forward to that concert.. YEA!!!

mood is mind numbing. like serial stoner mood.

i watched the skies cry and as the droplets hit my windowpane i found myself safe in the warmth of my bed with the knowledge that i am back in civilization.

-RomE
chapter closed, chapter opened.