now that i've stopped working, earned enough to support myself for the next 2 years (together with army pay of course) and stopped studying. (both for SATs and my diploma), im left with only one goal: to get fit for army.

seeing that im still sick, i cant seem to start on my final goal.

and im starting to grow idle. watching videos the whole day, sleeping and snacking..

i know when i start my army i will miss these days but these days seem so meaningless to me.

i guess its the reason why humans can never truly be satisfied with what they have..

time to complete my list of 'to-do's' before the army.. hahahahahahahhaha