for no-one can deny your beliefs but yourself.

sometimes the big monster called loneliness catches up to us and we want to get so much more out of life that we are offered.

it gets to us to such a point where unhappiness seeps in to your soul and you're never satisfied with yourself.

but before this monster gobbles you up, have heart. pick up the sword. slay the beast.

look around you. appreciate all the simple things that you already have and be thankful for them. the feeling of self contentment (no matter how deluded you might seem) is your strongest weapon, your best ally and your greatest friend.

I have no plans tonight, a friday night that used to be so much more, and it feels a wee bit lonely. the temptation to go clubbing grows strong; especially when you know different groups of friends who are probably gonna spend their night partying. however, I know I am probably going to disappoint myself further if i decide to go.

The monster breathes down my neck and whispers empty promises of drunken fun and entertainment..

I recall the last time this happened. I so regretted going to club I told myself that I had just wasted money that could have been better spent and that I'd never want to step back in again unless there was an occasion.

I look at my warm, comfy bed, my rusty old yamaha guitar and my laptop. the movies are going to keep me entertained tonight. home is where my heart belongs.