the last time i had to go through it, it was much worse.

although this time was not as bad as last time, it still sucks.

i hate being alone in hall, studying alone and having my meals alone. just a day alone is enough to drive me near insane.

i cannot imagine ever having to live alone for the majority remaining time i have left.

don't get me wrong, i can be independant. i just don't like it.

please let these days pass by fast.